joy and sadness
been working midnite shifts lately and my body's system starts to disfunction due to my inconsistent sleeping hours...er wad the heck did i juz said?haha...nvm...*quackzzzzz*
hmmm i wonder if scouting realli improves ones life and be a greater person...such propaganda are not true anymore i guess..this is simply becoz of the leaders who lead them especially in Singapore...I am disappointed at the way scouting is organised here in Singapore..there is no proper system..they 'hu-hah' alot,BOAST alot...oh wells, they like what they are doing...let them b then...
haizz it has been er 500000000000000000 years, 99999999999999999999999999 months, 44444444444444444days, 433434342342423423423423hours, 777777777654444444645434minutes and 23333333302390000000004341231343425r324322seconds since i last meet my cutey chipmunk!!!!couldnt catch her the last time we played catching..now must try harder!!!hehe...ciaoz!!!me wanna catch my chipmunk!!!!! ;p
lazzzzy sundae
hellewww....was lazy to blog tonite but i was too bored so yea...anyway todae was quite a boring day i must say....had to wake up early and had to go to indoor stadium coz i was posted there..oh wells...finishd at about 1pm or so..then we sat down and ate a few burgers, each the size of a chicken whopper,haha...yupz!!!
day was boring coz im not able to c my dear today but i understand...sunday is such a lazzy sunday....oh well..haha..hope my pals r doin aok anywhere u r...haha
hmmm life is tough when you know your parents are working hard and you had to work as well....oh wells...dear!! come out come out come out wherever you are!!!! haha...i'm playing hide and seek wif my dear lah... c u guys around!!!! me wanna catch my darling..haha ;p
the angel
thank god!she called!haizz i just miss her...EMMA YUANA..how i wish i could be more well to do and i can do wadeva i want without thinking twice...I am so so greateful and honoured to tell that this blog of mine is done none other than my very own and everyone's dearest person, EMMA YUANA.... i mean why not rite...she has done so many sacrifices and its not as easy as it sounds..the amount of tremendous worries on her is just too magificent foe her to handle. i am greatful and lucky to fall in love with her for this diamond is one in a zillion in the world of gems...........yes it's true.. many may have not been grateful to her but i believe everyone whom she has touches the lives will remember her for life..
im just feeling that im not behaving like i should...the normal boring guy......but thankfully god gave me an angel to fall in love with...sounds very flowery....but its true...its not her fault to always get irritated at the slightest things...humans have emotions which even the top notch morons of scientists could not explain.they would just describe cell A and cell B mix together and form an emotion...Such nonsensical facts are just there for the sake of the textbooks...everyone in the world has their own problems...im just glad that she calld this morning...its like a spark to make my day when i go to work later on....heh dear, u'll get something u'll never imagine...count on me... ;p
End Of Era
Have you ever wondered that today might be your last day of living? how about seeing your loved ones for the last time? your last day of waking up early and got to school for the last time? walking at the walkway which leads to the busstop for the last time? taking the bus and get cramped like sardine for the last time? thinking that you won't get married in 7 or 8 years time because you might just get a heart attack and did any moment? life is agamble..yes..yet many don't treasure what we possess..we grumble, speak what is in our minds, wait for tomorrow to come...how about regrets? did we regret that we take our lives for granted? have you ever wondered what is like to be after we are dead? fear of mass destruction and the fear of hearing the deadly horn which storms the whole earth just haunts me at times...times when i did a mistake..times which i wish i cld use it for other use...at times, money is the issue and root of many problems...people grumbels at the coffeshop..parents who are working hard like dog for their employers but they got peanuts instead of a garden which they used their strength and effort to make the garden a beautiful place for people to go...there are many mistakes each individual do...be it BIG or small, it is still a mistakes..yea yea yea...like the old saying, we will be a better individual if we use our mistakes as our lessons in life or u'll forever be stuck in misery...what if this is my last blog? only GOD knows...to all my frens out there, just enjoy what you have today...yes we must plan ahead but plans can change but not fate...it's very sad for an apple to live in a tree when the mother apple likes to rot and demoralised her children apples in the same tree...the father apple however works hard at the farm to grow leaves for the comfort of the children apples...haizz let's just live..
