Tuesday, June 17, 2008
parents...
it was once foretold that parents are the pillars of strength,honour,love,dignity and everything nice..they are your shoulder to cry on,
source of love and care.
not even once u thought that your pillars will one day crumble,
one by one as it fall,
tears of hate and pain catalysts the destruction,
not even once u would expect that ur on ur own,
every second u live,
every second of hatred n anger.
picnics, overnights, bbq, holidays....
wonder how easy it is for an adult to leave,
leave boldly,
with no sense of guidance,
i was left in great darkness,
only God as my source of guidance....
yatim was an alien word to me,
lest i know i will be one of them soon,
with every days passing by,not one have i felt the love of a parent
the day he flew off,
tears flow through my ego,
right from the terminal til i reach home...
it was tears of great sadness and sorrow...
unfortunately
but i have just wasted my precious tears,
should have gathered enough courage...
pillar by pillar,
as it crumbles,
along with hopes and strength....
failure in love and care,
though in need of that for career...
every nite of sorrow and hatred,
wonder how it feels otherwise...
as i look upon another pillar for support,
it failed...
down it came alongside my pride and hope..
hatred triumph over happiness,
anger won over care n concern......
im lost.......
im lost.....
im lost.
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