Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Useless Me

Haizzzzz...
Feeling low and useless?
Duno what to do in life?
U feel that there's a FULL STOP in your life?
Everytime you wanna go forward you will always GET a ROAD BLOCK!!!

ROAD BLOCK of depression...
road of no return...
Some hate Maths like no other....
I hate life like no other....

Teaching just brightens up my life...
But it comes and go...
As fast as lightning..
Hence back to where I was..

Sighs and Depression..
No happiness..
Just plain sadness...
No end to the tunnel...

Breaking down is such an easy option...
But I held back..
I know this is a BIG test for me..
To cry is to fail..
I won't fail easily...

Dumb as I may be..
Lousy as I may be..
Useless as I may be..
Poor as I may be..

Not Romantic...
Not Friendly..
Not Smart..
Not Optimistic..
Not Jovial..
Not a Good Leader..
Not a Good Son..
Not a Good Brother..
Not Good Teacher.. (perhaps)

Argh...........................................

Astarghfirullah........................

Further studies? NUS? NTU? MONARSH?
BIG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..............

Assalamualaikum....